As a child in the '70s, I looked to the name Harold Prince as a representation of exactly what I wanted to be a part of someday: vibrant, sophisticated, daring, classy, intelligent theater. The actors he used had personality and character and style to spare, and it all came through in their rich, distinctive, ironic voices on those wonderful cast albums. I am going to the Tony Awards this year as a nominee for my work in a new Harold Prince musical, LoveMusik. If someone had told me this would happen all those years ago, I wouldn't have believed it. Or maybe I would have, since the connection I felt to those shows was so deep.
Hal is incredibly loyal—it's one of the most touching things about him. I met him in 2000, after I had spent all of '99 on the road in Titanic. I had done the tour for practical reasons—I didn't have a great part, but I needed the money—and returned to New York feeling a bit disillusioned about the business; I had made a lot of wonderful friends on the tour, but artistically, I wondered if the powers-that-be would ever believe in me enough to let me carry a show.
In 2005, Hal asked me to be in the very first reading of LoveMusik. He wrote me a note saying, "This show is going to happen, and when it does, wherever you may be, whatever you're doing, you have to play Brecht." That's another wonderful thing about Hal—he's incredibly classy when it comes to correspondence.
Every job I got after that, I kept imagining I would leave if Hal suddenly called. I've been really fortunate lately, doing a lot of great roles in wonderful projects: Pinter's Celebration and The Room at Atlantic, David Hare's Stuff Happens at the Public, and a fabulous Encores! production of Of Thee I Sing. When I was cast in The Coast of Utopia, I called Hal to make sure LoveMusik wouldn't conflict, since he had mentioned the possibility of doing it out of town first. Happily, he had decided to open the show in the spring in New York, so I was able to do both.
Doing Utopia was like going back to school with about 40 wonderful actors and having Tom Stoppard and Jack O'Brien as our teachers. Continuing the school theme, Ethan Hawke actually put together a yearbook for everyone in the cast. For me, a fortuitous connection was discovering a direct line to Brecht from the pre-communistic, anarchic ideas hammered out in The Coast of Utopia. Brecht read the writings of Michael Bakunin, the character Ethan played and, like a lot of the characters in the third play, Brecht was an émigré, first to Scandinavia, then to California and finally back to East Germany. The running dialogue through the trilogy about just what constitutes the ideal personal-political "utopia" is reflected in the life and work of Brecht.
It's intimidating to play a real-life figure, since everyone has ideas of what that person was really like. I've tried to burrow down into the character of Brecht as much as I can and tune out any of the talk surrounding the show. In general, I think people get too concerned about theater buzz and not about theater itself. LoveMusik may not be everyone's cup of tea, but its roots are planted firmly in theater history. It is completely "of the theater," and what Hal is trying to do is just as much ahead of the status quo as all the other shows he's famous for. It's jagged, and adult, and built on a foundation of love. I'm very proud of it, and I adore acting with Michael Cerveris and Donna Murphy, as well as the rest of our excellent company. Doing the show every night is its own reward.
When I remember myself as a child, I am so grateful to my guardian angel—or whoever brought Hal Prince into my life. And with Hal comes Alfred Uhry, who wrote the book for LoveMusik, and Pat Birch, who did the musical staging. I am so grateful as a grown-up to call these people my friends and colleagues.