The first time I read Becky Shaw, I thought it was fascinating. I like anything that’s a little skewed—a straight out comedy or drama is fine, but it’s always more pleasing to me when something’s just a little off, and that’s definitely true of the play and my character, Susan, who is strong, not terribly worried about being kind to people, and funny. I mean really, deeply funny. She throws a few zingers out there, but she’s funny because she says things the way she sees them. It’s a joy to play, especially with this cast and at Second Stage.
I’ve always loved comedy. I mean, I’m funny in real life, too. I don’t think I ever was an ingenue, even when I was five, and that really showed when I got to play Sheila in A Chorus Line. Sheila was my chance. I had decided I wasn’t going to do chorus work anymore—the jobs were there for me if I wanted them, but I knew I was going to have to force the break if I wanted to move past that. So when the workshop of A Chorus Line came along, I just thought, “My god, this is perfect.” I had the protection of being in a rehearsal process, of being able to develop a character, and Michael Bennett gave me a lot of leeway and guidance. I didn’t know where it was going to go, if there was going to be enough money to mount it; it was a dream come true when it all happened.
But while that show opened every door for me, I made a very conscious choice not to do musicals again for many years afterwards, because I didn’t want to get locked into musical comedy, especially because I’m not a singer. So I made a very conscious effort to avoid it. Ouisa in Six Degrees of Separation, Boo in The Last Night at Ballyhoo—that was the direction I was heading. And, of course, Gilmore Girls.
When Gilmore Girls came along, I remember looking at the size of the script and thinking, “What is this?” A sitcom script is a certain thickness, a drama is thicker, but that? There was so much dialogue and it was so funny, so much better than usual. I got my wish to do television in spades. Hopefully something else will come along, because I’d like to do more TV! It’s a happy place for me.
There is a big separation between my characters and me, however, because most of them are people I would not be friends with. I like the nasty ones because I don’t particularly like women like that in real life, so in playing them I get to show them for what they really are. We all see them in the high-end department stores, and sometimes I think, “I can hardly wait to get my hands on you so I can play you!” But I do have a few things in common with them: I am outspoken. I have a lot of trouble lying. I shock people sometimes. So on that level, I suppose we’re there. Besides, nice characters are dull.
What I would say about all these wonderful women I’ve played in recent years is that it’s probably time to investigate a character who isn’t wealthy. Having been a dancer, the “sexy tootsie,” I was very happy to prove I could play the upper-crust, fancy woman. Now I don’t want to get stuck in that either. Let’s investigate a blue-collar woman, someone more ordinary—but not nice!
It’s a reality that as actresses get older, work dries up; I know a lot of really great women who are not working. But it’s been more than 40 years for me in this business, and I intend to keep going and going and going. I have no idea what will be next, but for now, I’m just loving Becky Shaw.